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“他?回到莫斯科后，发现父亲根本没有生病，而是家族的生意出了问题，逼他?迎娶一位门?当?户对的千金小姐来化?解家族危机。他?死活不肯，结果被?家人软禁了起来。”

骆汐扭过头看?着他?，嘴巴噘着，眼睛里盛满了浓烈的委屈和不甘：“这?算是happy endg吗？可我为什么这?么难过啊，他?们分开的时间比在一起的时间长太多了。”

骆汐像是忽然魔怔了，一把抓住顾霄廷的手，急切地问：“你会一直在我身边吗？”

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赵丽华叹了口气：“他?的苦衷……我刚回国的那段时间日夜都在想?，想?到最后身心俱疲，索性就不再?想?了。只?能说，当?年的事情各有各的难处，各有各的身不由?己。”

顾霄廷弯腰把瘫坐在地上的骆汐捞起来，让他?侧坐在自己腿上，一手环着他?的腰，一手抓起他?的手背，轻轻凑在嘴唇上摩挲着，柔声叮嘱：“地上凉。”

伊万诺夫用俄语跟顾霄廷说了一句话，随后也跟着赵丽华离开了。

“我在。”顾霄廷亲了亲他?的脸颊。

？或许什么都没想?。这?封信，不过是她留给自己余生漫长岁月里，一份执拗的念想?罢了。

“怎么没有，”赵丽华像是在急着申辩，“我托不少国外的朋友，帮忙留意莫斯科的消息，可三个月后，我在报纸上看?到了他?结婚的消息，两个大家族联姻，新闻占了好大的版面?……又过了半年，我扛不住家里的压力?，经人介绍，嫁给了你外公。”

说完，便缓缓起身，步履沉重地离开了阳台。

听完这?段跨越半个世纪的虐心往事，骆汐“duang”的一声，一屁股瘫坐在地上。

不知过了多久，他?轻哑着嗓子唤了一声：“哥哥。”

骆汐攥着衣角，竭力?克制着心底的酸涩，声音微微发颤：“那外婆你回国后，就没再?试着找他?吗？”

骆汐继续追问：“那你们五十年后在小木屋重逢时，你为什么不直接跟他?走呢？”

“其实他?父亲早就知道我们的事情，但在当?时的背景下，他?们绝对不可能让伊万诺夫迎娶一个中国女人，为了逼他?彻底死心，他?家里人不知道用什么方法让医院的院长给他?写?了一封信，谎称我已?经回国，并且嫁人了。”

赵丽华伸手揉了揉他?的脑袋，忽然噗呲一声笑了：“傻汐汐，你以为这?是拍电影呢？我去赴这?个约，更多的是了结内心的执念，其实我根本没指望会再?次遇见他?，我甚至都不确定他?能否看?到这?封信。”

“所以，就像你知道的那样，我们加了好友，在网络上聊了三个月，算是再?一次相识，相知，才慢慢找回一些当?年熟悉的感觉。”

说着，一行?温凉的泪水从面?颊划过，骆汐正要抬手抹去，被?顾霄廷湿热的唇贴上了。

回忆并讲述这?样一段故事太磨人了，消耗了不少心神，赵丽华揉了揉发胀的眉心，疲惫地开口：“我去休息一会儿，你们自己慢慢消化?吧。”

顾霄廷像是在感慨，也像是在为故事做最后总结：“个体在时代的洪流中，连告别都身不由?己。”

“他?起初是不信的，偷着给我写?了好几封信，但没有一封是成功寄出了的，全都被?他?家人截下。当?然，这?些事情都是很多年以后他?才知道的。”

过了一会儿，睫毛忽然扇动，眼睛似乎又要开始下雨了：“哥哥，怎么办，我好喜欢听你说情话。”

“五十年是何等的漫长，足以抹去一个人身上当?年所有的印记，其实再?次重逢，对彼此来说，只?是一个陌生又熟悉的故人，大家总归是需要一个慢慢熟悉的过程。”

“那个年代，个人的力?量太渺小，而我们之间的阻力?又太大了，隔着国家，隔着世俗，根本无力?抗衡。”

骆汐久久没有开口，就这?样呆呆地靠在他?怀里。

“汐汐，”顾霄廷凝视着他?的眼睛，“说来无理，在我脑海里，我已?经和你过完一辈子了。”

骆汐不知道什么时候已?经蹲在了地上，双手抱着膝盖，仰着脸满是心疼地追问：“外婆，那伊万诺夫当?年的苦衷是什么？”

骆汐微微张开嘴巴，似乎想?说些什么，但半天也没吐出一句话。

顾霄廷从始至终都没有说话，但心底的震荡久久无法平息。

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