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眼眶慢慢地变红了，陈萍萍抱着裴长卿的手最终无力地垂落了下去，他低着头，像是过了一秒又像是过了一个世界之后他才从自己的喉咙里挤出了那声：“好。”

让我欢喜又害怕未来

身体突然被猛地扯进一个怀抱里，裴长卿微微抬头看向对方通红的眼眶，一如既往地露出了一个无奈的笑容，轻声问道：“哭什么呀？”“长卿……你能不能不要走。”泪水不受控制地滚落下来，陈萍萍泪眼朦胧地看着裴长卿，双手止不住地颤抖“你不要走。”

仰起头看着天花板，裴长卿听见自己轻声说道：“我想听你唱歌了。”说着，她微微推开陈萍萍，扯出了一个笑容，接着说道：“唱首《哭砂》吧，我感觉我已经很久没有听你唱歌了。”

吸了吸鼻子止住自己眼眶中即将要落下的泪水，裴长卿抿着唇轻轻地拍着陈萍萍的后背，好半晌才用尽自己全身的力气让自己的声音听起来平稳一些：“我们分手吧。”

偶而会恶作剧地飘进我眼里

“好。”过了很久很久，她听到陈萍萍这样回答。

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坐在沙发上静静地听着陈萍萍最后无法抑制地带上了哭腔，裴长卿微微低头看着自己突然多出了水渍的衣服，深吸了一口气之后伸手弹掉了睫毛上挂着的泪珠：“陈萍萍，你……”

心肝儿啊，你知不知道你笑起来的样子很好看，演戏时候的你永远都是光芒万丈的，那个时候你的眼睛里就像是有光一样，连带着周围都是亮的。

他不知道他除了一句对不起之外还能再说些什么，他也知道这三个字过于苍白无力，根本不能弥补这段时间裴长卿受到的伤害，也不能填补两个人之间瞬间被拉远了的距离。

……

“长卿，长卿你听我说好不好？”拼命地摇着头，陈萍萍似乎想要借着这个拥抱把裴长卿融入自己的骨血当中“你给我一点时间，我会处理好这件事情的好不好？你相信我，你相信我好不好？”

停顿了一下，裴长卿勉强扯出一抹笑意，安抚一般地说道：“没关系，我们至少还是朋友，对吗？”

了笑“恶作剧而已，没事的，快去吃饭吧。”

根本不信裴长卿的解释，陈萍萍双手紧紧地抓着她的肩膀，声音低哑：“到底是怎么回事？”“你解决不了的。”拍拍陈萍萍的肩膀，裴长卿酝酿了许久终于露出了一个疲惫的笑容，轻声说道“先去吃饭吧，然后我跟你谈谈。”

感觉自己的心脏泛起了一阵细细密密的疼痛，裴长卿缓缓抬手把自己的手放在陈萍萍的后脑勺上轻轻压了压，声音有些哽咽：“我不想因为我，连累你。我知道我这样说很自私，但是如果我们分开对你而言会好的话，我宁愿这么做。”

然而所有的一切，她都没有办法说出口，只能把所有的情绪都深深的掩埋在心底，而后道一声：“珍重。”

你最爱说你是一颗尘埃

从今往后，她的心肝儿会往更远，更高的地方飞去了，只可惜那个更高的地方，会有千千万万的人在陪着他，却不会再有一个人叫裴长卿。

那是他的小姑娘，他捧在心尖尖上的小姑娘啊……

他有太多太多的话想要跟裴长卿说，却最终只能静静地注视着手机屏幕一点点的熄灭，无能为力。

心肝儿啊，我们不要忘记彼此好不好？

抖着手缓缓拿起手机，陈萍萍看着自己信息框当中的那一串数字，虽然没有任何备注，但是却深深地印刻在了自己的脑海中。他想打个电话过去，问问他的小姑娘说两年了，你过的好不好，有没有好好穿衣服，不要贪凉不然的话会痛经，你的那些小爱好是不是很烧钱需不需要他帮忙把尾款付了……

脑海中的画面最终定格在了裴长卿离开的背影上，陈萍萍放弃让自己去回想接下来他究竟是以一种什么样的心情去一个字一个字地敲下那一篇澄清的文章的，又是以什么样的心情去面对记者，微笑着告诉他们：“我们之间没有任何关系。”

“对不起。”伸手抱住裴长卿，陈萍萍把下巴搭在对方的肩膀上，罕见的感觉到了力不从心的感觉“对不起。”

心肝儿啊，我怎么会想放开你……

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