8 亲妈(2/5)

楚楚的情绪渐渐平复了下来,我让她去洗了个澡,又给她煮了碗面,看她吃的狼吞虎

"好了好了,不说了,是小妈不对,小妈应该主动打给楚楚的,让楚楚心里难受了,是不是?只要楚楚愿意,不管我和你爸如何,我永远都是楚楚的小妈,好不好?"我替楚楚擦去眼泪,对她许下承诺,楚楚重重的点了点头,紧紧的抱着我。

我没说什么,开始收拾我的东西,楚楚哭着跑过来,抱着我,"小妈,你不要走,好不好,都是我的错,我知道错了,你别走。"楚楚哭的可怜,她看着我不停的摇头,我给她擦擦眼泪,"乖,不哭了。你看,你的爸爸妈妈多爱你,知道你被我罚了,都替你出头。答应我,以后要乖,要好好和他们相处,好不好?"楚楚点点头又摇摇头,"可是我不想你走,你别走好不好。"楚楚哭着看我,我没说话,她又去求楚河,"爸,你不要让小妈走好不好,我知道错了,都是我的错。我真的是自愿的,我愿意被小妈罚的,我们是说好了的,你不要让她走,好不好?"楚河紧紧的搂着楚楚,他张了张嘴却什么也没说。

"真的么?小妈,你真的还要我么?那你还要爸爸么?你走了,爸爸也不开心了好久,我后来很想打给你,可是我不敢,我怕,我不知道该怎么和你说,呜呜呜。。我真的好想你,我和他们解释了很多次,他们都不听我的,我一直求爸爸去把你找回来,他就总是叹气。。呜呜。。他。。他。。"

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"这并不是你打她的理由!"

楚楚见我生气有一丝委屈,她扭捏的走过来,把背包递给我,我打开她的包,里面除了装着她平时出门要带的一些东西外,还有平板,相机,一些对她有意义的小东西和一张她的全家福,她的手机已经没电了,看来这是离家出走没跑了。我冷冷的看着她不说话,楚楚撅着小嘴,忽闪忽闪的看着我,感受到我的气场,眼泪在眼眶里打转儿,"哭什么!眼泪憋回去!还敢离家出走了是不是?敢哭一下你试试!"

"我是钟晓晓,你女儿在我这儿,她现在情绪不太稳定,就让她在我这儿住一晚吧,明天我送她回去。"楚河沉默了许久,挂了电话。

楚楚咬着唇努力的忍着眼泪,我知道她心里必是委屈的,她本是来找我寻温暖,我却没给她好脸色,我虽很欣喜她离家出走的时候能首先来找我,但我却不想鼓励她这种行为。

么?因为我会听她说话,我会在意她感受,我知道她想要什么,而你们从来都没有真心去了解过她的需求!"

看着哭的这样伤心的楚楚,我心里也很酸涩,其实我也很想她,想念这个孩子曾经给我带来的温暖,"好了好了,不哭了,我们楚楚受委屈了是不是?他们不要你,不是还有小妈么?小妈要你,以后你什么时候想小妈了,就给小妈打电话,我保证不管我在哪儿,我一定会尽我所能第一时间出现在你身边!"

"小妈!"楚楚冲进我怀里,泪眼汪汪的抱着我,"小妈,我好想您啊!"

不一会儿充了电的手机亮起来,是楚河打来的,我按开了免提,对方显然已经很着急了,"楚楚,你在哪儿?你怎么还没到家?你是要急死爸爸嘛?你妈上飞机前给我打电话说你一大清早就过来了,你去哪儿了也不说一声?"

"是,我承认,这不是!这是我教育她的手段,怎么,你要打回来么?"我平静的看着楚河。

"你怎么在这儿?"我拥楚楚入怀,她似乎等了很久,已是入秋的时节,她身上透着丝丝凉气。想必她是背着她爸妈来找我的,不然楚河肯定会给我发消息,这么晚了一个小姑娘在外面,我心里不禁有一丝怒气。

我板着脸进屋在沙发坐下,她紧紧跟在我身后生怕我关她在外面,"背包拿过来,在这儿站着!"

"我不想和你住!"楚楚叫道,"我讨厌你们!我再也不要和你们一起了!反正下周一你们就要让我去住校了!我怎么样和你们都没关系!"

"楚楚,你妈妈她以后要经常在外地,爸爸也很忙,一个人也照顾不了你,所以才想着让你住校,我们是怕太忙了没法儿好好照顾你。"

这一切都好似是一场梦,他们都在我的生活中短暂的出现又离开,我是替楚楚开心的,她的父母总归是爱她的,希望通过这次的事情,他们都能学会如何去表达爱。我回到家中昏昏沉沉的睡了一觉,日子还是要继续过。我自己去迪士尼玩儿了个痛快,当我看到满天灿烂的烟花时,我发现自己的脸颊湿润了,这似乎是我近十年来第一次流泪。

当楚楚再次出现在我家门口的时候,我有一丝惊讶,天已经黑了,我家附近又没有任何公共交通,她是怎么过来的?

"我不听,我不听,我知道你们都当我是累赘!我听到我妈给你打电话了!她不要我了!你也不想要我!呜呜。。。你们都嫌弃我,你们都嫌弃我!!"楚楚泣不成声,我拉她进我怀里,拍着她的背安抚她。

"你!"楚河举起手又愤恨的放下,"请你滚出去!我们结束了!"

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