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都要用分手作为代价！

我要走了，本来心中有很多很多的话想对你说，此时却又不知该从何说起，

只是没想到，它这么快就要离我远去！

一个被爱情忽悠的男人！一个不再相信网恋的男人！

第十五章、爱要说，爱更要做！

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好想能从里面找到一个答案。然而越想心越乱，也许网恋真的忽悠了爱情，让我

无缘面对不相识！我常想：能在茫茫人海中认识你，这就已经是老天赐予我

地在感情的路上走向深渊！不能爱你，却又不知为何心中隐隐作痛！有时，你的

一样插入我的心房。心酸！心伤！心碎！生活也许就是这么残酷，爱一个人通常

问自己：「你这是怎么了？她也应该有自己的生活，自己的空间，不是吗？」直

是因为怕失去你！

！

第十四章、欲网深情

让人追悔莫及！网恋，一个俗气却又暧昧的情感，让寂寞空虚的人们无法抗拒，

面对贝贝的冷漠，我又能做些什么呢？没有贝贝的日子真似度日如年，经常呆呆

时，也会因为你的过分单纯和你的极度宽容而倍感痛苦！我也知道，自己这样做

问自己：我是不是该安静地走开，还是该勇敢地留下来？难以忘记你灿烂的笑容

忆起我们一起相处的生活，努力地寻找曾经留下的每一个足迹和欢笑！幸福快乐

没有贝贝的音讯，我愁绪万千，无论在做什么事情，满脑子都是她的身影，可是

最大的缘份了，哪能那么贪心，什么美事都想自己拥有呢！然而，我却情不自禁

 

最初的开始，只是因为看到什么有趣的事，听到什么有意思的笑话就想对你

夜总是那么地漫长，而我却孤枕难眠，这是我从未有过的感觉！我不断地回

萦绕在我在心房久久挥之不去！然而，你的短信再一次映入我的脑海，就像刺刀

（７５）爱会是施舍吗？

到后来，我终于明白：我已经无路可逃地爱上了你！这个发现，让我心碎！

漫漫长夜里，我依然迟迟不能入睡。你的倩影不时地映入我的脑海。好想再

我常常思索着：像我这样，有家有孩子的男人还有资格去谈论爱情吗？我一

那种无聊的人，婚姻的无奈已常常让自己疲惫不堪！心烦意乱！然而，现实中我

讲。偶尔，碰巧你不在上网，我心中就会有一种很深的失落感！我曾不止一次去

也许我真的该跟网络告别了！但我会将你永远地珍藏在我的内心深处，我会

也许哪一天，在我心情平静的时候，我会将自己的心情和故事记下来，当作永恒

今夜真的无眠！

被人记忆是幸福的，被遗忘是寂寞的！也许我天生注定就是一个寂寞的男人！

情不自禁！

们找不着方向！

让人烦躁不已！繁忙的网络骚动得惊奇，让人蠢蠢欲动！疯狂的网恋忽悠了爱情，

一个电话，一条短信都会让我觉得一种身心的愉悦！流露出会心地微笑！可也有

和温柔的神情！在一起的日子不是太长，却足以让我感觉到真正的幸福和快乐！

到伤害。心情低落的我写下了《网恋：被爱情忽悠》：都市的夏夜闷热得可怕，

直坚信：只有无聊的人才会上网聊天，而上网聊天的人也都是因为无聊！我就是

男儿有泪不轻弹！可我的眼泪却情不自禁地掉了下来，望着你留给我的照片，

真的不对，可我却控制不了自己的情感，直到现在，我才发现：我那是因为爱你！

虔诚地祈求上帝：给予你平安！快乐和幸福！

（７４）网恋：被爱情忽悠

也许在如花的岁月里，承诺不再是永远！也许你真的要走了，而我却不停地

地坐在电脑桌前，听着伤感的音乐却六神无主。网恋再次让我迷茫，爱情再次受

们却用真名说着假话，网络里我们却可以用假名诉说真情！

一次紧紧地把你抱住，好想再一次轻轻地对你说：「我爱你！」

人或许就是这样矛盾，在一起的时候不懂得珍惜，却在失去之后追悔莫及。

想大声歌唱：为什么相爱的人不能够在一起？为什么？？？

的忘记！不用为我担心，我会学着把一首忧伤的歌唱得快乐一点！只是我真的很

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