重生为里番中的黄毛（08）(2/2)

抽泣声，避免惊动黄毛。这一哭也不知道过了多久，等到心中委屈通过眼泪宣泄掉一些后，少女用衣袖擦干了脸上的泪水，眼神坚毅起来，逃！不要放弃！一定要逃！用手撑床慢慢支起身体坐在床上，这时才感觉手中的触感有些不一样，并不是柔软蓬松的毛毯，下意识的转头一看。

只见黄毛之前拿出要自己穿的那套衣物正被自己按在床上！少女下意识的收回手，并在身下的毛毯上使劲磨蹭，就像手不小心摸了什么脏东西下意识的就往一侧的树干上抹一样。使劲来来回回摩擦几次，等整个手掌都摩擦得发红发热时，少女这才觉得自己心灵刚沾上的污秽一同被磨灭掉，连忙把手收回，并继续在自己的衣服上摩擦了几下。这时她才察觉到有些不对劲！自己明明摸到了黄毛的衣物，怎么手上没有起鸡皮疙瘩？！也没有恶心到干呕？！少女连忙转头看向那套衣物，一件普通的长袖上衣，一件类似沙滩裤的厚实短裤，看起来和随意丢弃到地面上的衣物并没有什么不同，那自己的身体为什么没有过激反应？难道是自己感觉错了？为了验证心中所想，少女缓缓深呼吸，在心中给自己做好建设后，这才缓缓伸出不住颤抖的手，一点点的向着衣物靠近。近了，更近了！少女此时脸色肃然，牙齿紧咬，身体紧绷，眼神坚毅！因为自己逃离的可能就在眼前！当手彻底触碰到这套衣物时，少女紧绷的身体牟然一抖，双眼睁圆，银牙紧咬！可并没有预想中的恶心与粘稠，身体并没有任何不适！手上没有起鸡皮疙瘩，身体也没有要干呕的感觉！少女眼中一亮！来不及细思为什么这套衣物不会让身体应激，也不再介意这套是黄毛的衣服，连忙把那条短裤穿好，再把地上的书包收拾好提在手上！此时脑海中唯一的想法就是逃！快逃！！火急火燎的穿上鞋子，再三步并两步的来到落地窗前。“哗~”随着通向屋外超大阳台的重型推拉窗被推开，室外特别清新的风直接往屋内倒灌，不仅吹散了室内浓厚的腥臭气息，连带着把少女心中的阴霾也一同被吹散了些许。清爽无异味的空气，照在身上橘红色的夕阳余光，与将要重获自由的激荡心情让少女的嘴角终于上扬了那么一丝，接下来，她就要迈步踏出这间充满泪水与恐惧的房间，然后继续为自由努力。脑海中一边畅想着自己顺利的从阳台跳到一楼地面再从大门成功逃离的画面，一边控制着自己向着屋外迈入通向自由的第一步。“嗯？”少女心中发出一声疑惑，因为她发现本该迈出房屋的自己竟然还停留在原地？！脚并没有随着大脑的指挥进而迈出去，难道是被地上的衣物给勾住了吗？自己紧张激动到都没察觉？连忙把视线投往脚下，可并没有看见有任何衣物绊住脚，少女心想可能是自己太过于紧张导致的吧，赶紧扭身转头看了一眼身后还紧闭的房门，同时脑中急忙再次发出了“抬腿”的指令，可双腿仍然直直的杵在原地！没有丝毫移动！！少女疑惑的再次回头看向脚下，可还是没看到有东西绊住自己的脚啊？！心中疑惑的少女再次在脑海中发出了指令，这次她要亲眼看看到底是什么东西绊住了自己！指令发出，少女颇为疑惑的看着自己抖的像蜂鸟振翅般却丁点都没抬起的双腿，随即脸色变得无比苍白，眼中因将要逃出升天而爆发出的神采也瞬间消散大半，再次变为了死寂。少女不甘心的在脑海中发出指令，一次，两次，每次双腿都是剧烈颤抖后在原地归于平静。每一次尝试，少女眼中本来就不多的神采都要消散一缕，当坚持到眼神中只剩最后一缕神采时，少女再次在脑海中发出了指令，只是这次并不再是“前进”，而是“后退”。双腿这次可没有颤颤巍巍，相反十分利索干脆的向后退了一步，而这一步，彻底浇灭了少女眼中的神采，彻底死寂，整个人仿佛又变回了那个没有灵魂、思想与自我的人偶。“咚！”手中的书包重重的跌落到地面，随后右手颤颤巍巍的被举到熊口前一点点拉开校服领口，少女同时低下头，把死寂的视线投向熊口。随着衣物被拉离，领口开合越来越大，最终视线盯住了熊口前已经止血结疤的伤口上，此时少女仿佛看见了一把无形的刀正从此处直直的刺入自已的身体！把自已钉在了这个房间逃离不得！身上刀已去，新中刀永留。“呜哇！！！”身体突然变得无力，少女只得用手撑腿缓缓蹲下，然后用双手紧紧的环抱双腿，并把脸埋入膝盖，随即传出撕新裂肺的哭声，哭声中充满了不甘与绝望。少女突然意识到自已可能这辈子也摆脱不了这把无形却深深插入身体的刀！因为这把刀代表着“死亡”！黄毛的暴力与侵犯和死亡相比不值一提，她只是恐惧死亡！自从八岁那年的一场车祸中让在事发时紧紧抱住掩护自已的双亲都因伤势过重双双在事故中丧生！自那天后，被留下的她就对“死亡”无比的恐惧！先在的她同样如此！恐惧那把刺入身体并差点杀死自已刀！更是恐惧亲手握住这把刀的黄毛！因为黄毛是真的想杀她！想让她死亡的人！此时在她眼中，黄毛就是死亡的“化身”！是随时都能让自已死亡的人！她害怕死亡，故而也害怕黄毛，本能的对黄毛的话言听计从！此时想来，之前黄毛丢在床上的衣物为什么不会让自已的身体产生应激反应也有了答案，就是因为强烈的恐惧已经直接压倒了身体的本能反应！恐惧到双腿疯狂打颤、甚至违背大脑意志都不敢踏出房门一步！本质就是潜意识的害怕被黄毛发先自已暗中逃跑，然后被黄毛发先后一刀捅死！能逃脱黄毛的方法只有反抗！可她知道自已并没有这份勇气，毕竟真的有这份勇气，她身上也就不会有这么多伤痕了。所以她在痛哭，哭自已怯弱、胆小、没有勇气，哭自已无力从黄毛身边逃离，哭自已悲惨的一生，哭自已前路再无亮光。少女这一哭就不知过了多久，哭到泪水彻底流干，哭到喉咙完全嘶哑，哭到满脸狼藉。“嗒！嗒！嗒！”一阵上楼的脚步声渐渐在屋里响起！

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