我的自述之自虐女孩（4）(2/2)

概，所以在我感觉到兴奋的同时，马上又被痛苦屈服了。

道自已一旦放松，就再也无法控制……

口时，在门口外面一点的地板上看到一个小小的黑暗物，哦——！我终于找到它

受着酷刑而不愿屈服一样。但我知道自已不是女英雄，更不具备女英雄的英勇气

了。真没想到它会在那个位置，害我不知浪费了多少时间。

我强忍着焦燥和不安，努力地调整双眼的焦距。当我从门口走到厨房的另一

抽屉里除了钥匙还有剪刀，但我还是要先打开手铐啊。我不知是怎样将钥匙

同的嗜号，而我怎么就偏偏喜欢这个……我不知道该为自已悲哀还是庆幸……不

从抽屉里拿出来的，现在想起来好像还是蛮顺利的。当我打开右手的手铐时，无

堪，双眼的视力已变得模糊，根本无法清晰地看清地板上的一切。

暇再顾及另一只手。情急之下抓起剪刀就剪向绑住大腿的绳子，那绳子是密密匝

忍耐没有了依靠，我再也无力支持，尿道就如无法禁制的缺口……情急之下，我

定是掉在了某个角落里了」我想。

了我的肌肤。接着我又剪断了系过胯下的绳子，那绳结并没有从私处掉下来，我

着我的泪水……我也不知道是不是在哭，那时的心理错综复杂，千滋百味，是兴

寻找打火机的身上，看来我必需要找到它了。这时，憋尿的感觉已让我相当我吃

为结实。我也不可能拉扯鱼线将钥匙带过那壁灯，因为钥匙会卡在壁灯的装饰环

端，再一次尝到了失望的滋味。我别无选择地再一次搜寻地面，当我走到厨房门

也许我可以拉断鱼线……，但这样的想法马上又被我否定了，那鱼线很粗，

我的这个样子是多么的羞耻而又滑稽，全身被绑着绳子，口里塞着阳具，一

那绳结还嵌在私处中间，感到那里辣辣的痛疼，我小心翼翼地用手指拨开私

………

力了，也许我该感谢那绳结……。

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奋？是屈辱……？至今我也没能弄个明白。

我没想到家里还有什么可用来弄断鱼线的工具，这让我全部的希望都落在了

味，那无奈难以忍受的痛苦，那被紧缚无助的挣扎，让我激动的心情总是不能平

现在我的每一个动作都会刺激我的膀胱（是不是膀胱啊？），让我的意志力

匝地绑在一起的，只有一只手能活动的我费了好大的劲才剪断绳子，险些还伤到

我曾尝试过想要拉断它，直到那鱼线险些勒进肉里我才意识到鱼线比我想象的更

我拿到了抽屉的钥匙，迫不及待地向楼上走去。在我的身体里已经没有空间

屈，不知是为自已感到羞耻还是别的什么，鼻子酸酸的……当我跑进卫生间的刹

哎——！在人们早以进入梦乡的时候，谁会想到还有一个女孩子正在痛苦的

忍不住就要崩溃。我无法预计自已是否能忍到解缚，但我还是要努力去做，这样

没想到松开绳子也会让我那个地方一阵痛疼。然而私处失却的压迫感好像让我的

有什么可以用来弄断鱼线的同时，我的双眼依然在不停地着厨房。厨房虽然

管怎样，必境……必境让我感受到了乐趣。

再去感受束缚的乐趣，强烈的急迫感让我的思绪变得混乱。在我打开抽屉时，我

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伸手去堵住私处，用手指紧紧地按住那个绳结，慌忙失措地向卫生间跑去。

那间，我的胯下一热……我拧开了淋浴管，冰凉的水从我的头顶上直淋而下，和

已经明显地感到一丝液体从我的大腿处流了出来。我依然强忍着，不能放弃，知

ｈｔｔｐｓ：／／４ｗ４ｗ４ｗ．ｃｏｍ

很宽敞，但角落却很少。在我自虐的时候是不敢开大灯的，就算是壁灯我也是有

里。看来唯一的办法还是要找到用来弄断鱼线的工具，我的脑海里在想着家里还

挣扎着，谁又会相信这一切的痛苦都是自已给自已设计的呢……人多了就会有不

只手被吊在背后。一只手紧紧捂住私处，撒开着双腿……不知怎么的，我感到委

静。

选择的打开，所以室内显得有些昏暗。经过差不多一夜的拆腾，已经让我疲惫不

的感觉好像也能让我时而感到兴奋，就像是在挑战或是感受着某个女英雄正在忍

处左右，蹲下，那绳结才掉了出来…………一切都结束了，然而却让我久久地回

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